My first ever crush was in kindergarten with some little white boy named Brandon. He was cool, we were best buds, but to be honest, I saw him more as a friend than a crush, probably because I was only like 5 at the time! 

But thinking of some of the stuff that we did now, it was almost like we were a couple xD like holding hands, telling eachother secrets, and sharing our snacks.

Ahh the innocence of children. 

i was fixing up my blog and then the theme stopped showing my posts… wtf??

The day I met you, is a day I will never forget,

Not talking to you sooner, is my life’s only regret.

I was heading to the library, to meet with a friend,

But I sure am glad, that I met you there instead.

We talked and we smiled, we even had a laugh or two,

But I think we laughed the most, when an Asian girl told us to shoo.

You spun a web with your personality, without giving it a thought,

Like a fly in the room, quickly I was caught.                 

 

Days had gone by, and I couldn’t get you off my mind.

Your breath taking beauty, had me in a bind.

So I asked you out twice, and your response hurt to the core,

You said that we can “just be friends”, and nothing else more.

Crushed and defeated, it was not you I could blame,

Your opinion of men, was “all men are all the same”.

Other opportunities, for love came around,

But my heart beat for you, so I turned them all down.

 

Months now had passed, since that day we had met.

No matter how hard I tried, I could not forget,

My feelings for you, were stronger than any other,

I loved you more, than any sister or brother.

So without hesitation, or reason for alarm,

I thought to myself, “Third time’s the charm”.

I saw you that afternoon, but was too shy to say,

So I patiently waited, till later that day.

I was taken to a club, by a few family members,

My heart burning for you, like 1 million embers.

We texted back and forth, in a flirtatious style,

I was happier then, then I had been in awhile.

The sound of people talking, and music was so loud

That I got up and left, broke away from the crowd.

For in that moment, I could not think of anything better to do

But get away from all that chaos, and confess my feelings for you.

 

The moment was perfect, and the mood was set,

I was so nervous, that I started to sweat.

Despite the pain, of being turned down twice,

I tried again, cause no other girl could ever suffice.

And so without further delay, or a second guess,

I asked you out hoping, this time you would say yes.

I was glad because this time, my plan worked without fail,

And I saw you had written to “check your e-mail”.

 

I feel that I am a, “hopeless” romantic man,

Who will not stop trying, to do the best that he can,

To prove not just to you, but to all men and women,

That this man, can be driven,

By the deepest of passion,

To make you and I happen.

And on top of it all, with nothing above,

I know for sure now, that I am in love.

In the beginning you said, “We could just be friends”,

Little did we know, that our friendship would bend.

My life has changed, for the better no doubt

Finally I can let, all my emotions pour out.

You’re the first thought on my mind, each morning when I rise,

And my last thought each night, before I close my eyes.

To show someone you love them, truly is the hardest part,

So to prove that I love you, I give you my heart <3.

me flowing the tutorials online. not bad

I’m currently learning how to use HTML codes. I thought it’d be hard, but it’s not that bad so far.

Finally, I will stop bitching about not having a theme I like and have my own that I made… myself..gosh I hope that sounded like it made sense =/